Wanna cry? Read - 30 სექტემბერში 2013

daddy,how much you love me?

the day where our first daughter was born,my husband din't feel the happiest joy,it looked like he din't never want to know his daughter. <<i wanted a son god!>> my husband complained. after a few months,my husband let it go because of the smile of carmenzita and the inocence of her beautiful eyes. it's now he started to love her big! her face,her smile,my husband said that everything was for our beautiful carmenzita! now at lunch we were all a family,that's when that asked her dad ""daddy ... when i'm gonna 15 what gift will you get me?"" and her father told her ""sweetheart you're 7 years old,don't you think that we have alot of time before you're 15th birthday?"" and carmenzita told him : ""but daddy,you allways say that the time goes fast...""
now carmenzita had 14 years old she was the joy of the house and of course she helps alot for the heart of her father..

one sunday we were out,she slip and her father caught her for she doesen't fall.. we were in a church,we saw carmenzita lost conscience. her father picked her up and brought her to the hospital .. she stayed 10 hours and that's when the doctor said that carmenzita's heart is bady 'sick' days passed,her father gave up he's job to take care of carmenzita but,me her mother decided to work,i din't wanna see carmenzita suffer... a morning again, in carmenzita's bed,she asked her father : "" DADDY the doctors said that i was going to die?!"" and her father tells her : "" no you won't die sweet heart,GOD is so big that he won't let it get lost what i ever loved! and she told him : ""when people die do they go somewhere? can we see our family from a bov ? is it one day we will come back? "" *sighing* okay... my sweet, the truth is that no one came back yet.. and of course,if one day i die,i will never leave you all alone. where somewhere,i will find a why to communicate with you... in the same day,the doctors imformed him that she needs a new heart or she has only 20 days to live... he says : ""A HEART?! where will i find a new heart for her?? a heart!! omg!! ""
in the same month,she was going to be 15... it's now this friday that we found a donner ... that's when carmenzita an oparation and everything went well ... she stayed 15 days at the hospital and her father never came to see her .. the doctors came and said to her that she could come out of the hospital and go home .. carmenzita came home screaming : DADDY where are you?!"" she came out of her room with tears and i said : take this letter,you're father left it for you..

she opened the letter and he wrote : carmenzita my sweetheart,when you will read this letter,you should be already 15 years and a heart that beats fast in your body,it's the promis of the doctors they made me,i am sorry to not be on you're side on this momment ... when i new that you were going to die,i decided to give my answer at you're question that you asked me when u were 7 years old.. i decided to give you the bestest gift in the world,i give you like gift for your birthday my whole life without cadition.. do what ever you want with it,live the life my carmenzita,i love you with all my heart""

carmenzita cried all day and night.. the day after she was gone to the cimatary and she sitted where the fall of her father ..
she cried sooo much ...

she told her father : daddy now i understand how much you loved me me too i loved you even if i din't told you often,i understand now,the l'importence of saying "I LOVE U" .. i am sorry for kipping my silence to many times..

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never forget to say "I LOVE YOU"